a bear can make a day

I was expecting to be late for work this morning so I decided not to have my breakfast at home. At around 9:30 A.M., I received a call from the lobby guard telling me that I have some stuffs to get at the ground floor. I asked what it was but they won’t tell. So I asked “Harmless ba yan?”. The guard laughed a bit and said, “Opo Ma’am”. So I went to the lobby to get whatever there was for me. And to my complete surprise, I had a grande size javanilla shake from Seattle’s Best and… a bear. WHAT THE…?! Together with the bear was a note which said “Smile… it looks good on you.” After a couple of minutes I received a call from a friend and he told me it was from him. I learned that he saw me when he was having breakfast at Delifrance located beside my workplace. Sweet.

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Before I had my five-day vacation, I wasn’t emotionally fine. Well, I was ok. Now I’m actually wondering what I’ve eaten before 6 P.M. last week, Wednesday. I wanted to breathe so I decided to talk to some people for a little chitchat and some laughter. Then I decided to talk to my “bro” who, unfortunately, has this unbelievable ability to make me talk even if I don’t want to. Has this ability to make me say things that I’m desperately trying to keep. So last Thursday, I disappointedly left Manila with a painfully inextricable head after.

I realized that lately I’ve been giving too much attention on things that actually does me no good, to be able to prove something to myself. For a while, I forgot who I have now that make me look forward to each new day.